Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Cue the music!

It's tomorrow ,tomorrow . I'm gonna smell the familiar smell of LCCT, the familiar heat of it . I'm gonna pass the winding road of Sepang and take off at 9:00 a.m. I still haven't packed yet . My momma is going to have a fit if I don't get on it soon but please, another hour . Life is too short to care about forgetting to hair comb.Huff.

I wonder what I wanna do in Perth .Oh yes, I did just typed in Perth 2012 on Google search so no need to tell me . Hehehe .My exams are practically over for me and I've literally just sat for UPSR because I only took Bahasa Melayu, Bahasa Inggeris, Matemathics , Sejarah , Biology and Pendidikan Islam . Let's see if I can achieve the same results . It's highly unlikely,though . T.T

Oh the results from Festival Calender in Perth is nothing . Blank . Satu habuk pun takde . Geez .


Monday, May 14, 2012

Dancing to the beat in my nuddy pants

I've got my Pendidikan Islam paper tomorrow with Mathematics .

I'm almost finishing the Vanilla Coklat series. Yes you might say , 'What ? Seriously ? Has Suraya lost it?' I'm afraid I have dearies , and you can blame Firdaus for it . He's got tons of stuff in his hard disk .
 All the movies , in Blue Ray! Cun habis .

Can't wait to go to Australia ! Who am I kidding? I can't wait to not take my papers !  Sound the bells I am freeeeee .

Also , Yuna has a new album and I need it,it's a necessity . Like water. Like tea. Like nutella .


Friday, May 11, 2012

Look at my way

I've been stressed and unmotivated for quite some time now . I keep grumbling and huffing about all the unfairness of life . Today I did my History paper, and this is my first time I've been so unprepared for a History exam . I kept telling myself "Suraya, it's okay. There's always a first for something" . Then later in the day I had the worst music session in my life . I don't think I'll be able to pass my exam if I keep at it this way . Sigh,muses of a teenager .

I shed a few tears during Add Maths tuition ,going on, " What am I good at ? I'm not smart enough , I'm not pretty , I'm not thin enough , I can't stay a near 5 mile radius to the kitchen , but I'm pretty glued to the fridge . I'm not a good leader , I might as well lead a flock of birds ... or they might realise I'm a sore loser too, what can I do ? Show me something that I can do , please . Show me "

It wasn't my intention to be so vulnerable ,nor was it to kick ass during Add Maths .

So when my teacher said " So far, I can see only one person getting A for Add Maths " and she kind of refered to me I was thrilled. And slowly,that calming comforting and familiar feeling crept back into my body .I can do this, I can still do this .

BEAST MODE ON . But for now , it's sleep time .

Are you down with the ranting ? Yes ? Ok.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Right infront of your eyes

Hello . It's 3 in the morning and I've been awake for two hours now ,studying Biology . Isn't it always biology ? It's exam week and thankfully I'm only sitting for half of the exams before I make my escape to the land down under next Wednesday . I'd probably lose my mind if I have to sit for Physics , not that I'm not losing half of it already with my hectic schedule . But alas, I am grateful (is it spelled that way ? grateful ? or greatful ? grate =shred+carrot+into+tinny+string+things , great as in ..err great ? must ask Mr.Rajawhatsit . )Having the opportunity to travel the world while I'm still young and bask in all its awesome glory .

Talking about travel, I've failed countless times to update this blog and narrate about the wonderful adventures of Le Familia and Moi to London and Paris last December .

"It's not me!.. it's school , it's been really hectic and I've .. I've got tons of tuitions and camps"Suraya said rather defensively . Her palms were sweaty from all the typing and it felt like the AC had been turned off .

Another lame excuse that came from the exciting place that is my mind . I've also failed to write about my camps ! Ha !

Is it okay if I say I've abandoned this blog ? Yes ? Ok .

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Soran Bushi

My first time , I think I'll let the pictures do the talking . Pretty tired and I need to study :)