Why fall in love when you know pain lies at the end of the tunnel ?
I remembered 2009 . I was thin , fresh from primary school with 5A's in hand I was out to see what high school had for me . I suspected monkey love , failing a few subjects , picking myself up from a heart break and to feel what a teenager really feels like . And I felt all of that . I had a crush on a boy that sat in front of me those few months before he moved . He was handsome and spoke English , something rarely found in a Malay boy . I envied the fact that he scored high marks for the first test . He taught me a few tricks up his sleeve . I was sure , he was a keeper .
And so that day came when he told me he got an offer to a boarding school in Malacca . A few tears were shed but I knew we would meet again soon ;')
2010 I loved life . History , Baking , Art , Music , Religion .
I called it HamBAr(m)Ger .
Now in 2011 , I've put my life away and put studies , in front . I'm oh so attracted to my beautiful religion . The history , the truth in it all makes me shiver oh how I am to answer on Judgement Day when the answers lies on solat and Al-Quran . I promise to cover my hair by 25th August .
Oh did you know ? I met my Form 1 crush at Giant while I was shopping for groceries . He was on a trolley when he saw me . Yes , he was riding on the trolley . I said Hi Nik ! and he called back , 'Suraya !' . Met his parents and he met my mom . Gosh that was awkward . I can feel those sparks again but I'm not putting my hopes up too high . Coz, why would you fall in love with someone when you know the pain that lies at the end of it ?
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