Hello there .

I'm lying down on my bed with my back to the pillow I bought in Ikea late 2009 . I've been thinking of what to write .

 I realized I haven't done any of my dreams , except for Facebook and tuition . No music . No photographs . No baking . What does this mean , to me ? I've been thinking about this too . Does it mean I quit every single I do ? Actually it does . I've quit alot of stuff in my past . Ballet , swimming , tennis,gymnastics and even running . I've stopped running . My life , my strength involves in running . No wonder I feel like shit . 

Maybe new dreams . Let's just pray I don't quit them either .

I'm wearing the tudung by August 25th . But I want to wear it now , I'm so excited . I feel closer to God when I'm in it <3